*2001-06-11 - 10:26 p.m.*

"You may take away our phones, and take away our car, but you *can not* take away our dreams!"
"Yeah! 'Cause we're sleeping when we have 'em!" --Night At the Roxbury

"The best way to make G-d laugh is to plan ahead." --Margaritta

Well, I've made a concious decision today. I'm gonna stop this thing for Joe. It's stupid. He's not gonna see me as anything more then a friend, and that's fine. It's stupid for me to keep...gah I don't want to say it..."obsessing" over him, because it's not getting me anywhere. So, I'm gonna stop this thing. I still think he's one of my best friends, and I'll love him to death, but this infatuation I've been on the whole year has been messing with me. It needs to stop. There's a time and a place for that crap, and I'm guessing now is not the time. I've got to focus, and stay on the med school path.

Yep.

::sigh::

Damn me for not doing this sooner.