*2001-06-27 - 10:33 p.m.*

Either Leah or Preston is lying to me. So, until someone either fesses up or slips up, I'm not believing either of them for a long time. I *do not* like being lied to.

On one hand I've got Leah telling me one things happend and saying that Preston's a hypocrite. On the other hand I've got Preston saying another things happned and that Leah is being bitchy towards us, her friends. Lauren is believing Preston, but that might be party because he's her "baby" and she has absolutely no faith in Leah. I don't want to think about it anymore. I want to find out what really happened, and then I want everyone just to let it be. What happened happened, however it happened, and we can't change it.

I just woke up.

I fell asleep on the floor of the living room, after listening to Lauren speak her veiws on the whole situation. I fell asleep on the cold floor, with a blanket over me, and wanting Joe there. Joe was a good friend. Joe was a neutral, like me. Joe and I could calmly and rationaly talk over the pros and cons of each situation, analyze all players involved, and come to a sketchy conclusion, before inviting everyone over to talk it out. Unfortunatly, Joe wasn't there, so I fell asleep, and woke up feeling alone. But now I'm better. Just a little groggy. Can you tell?

Oh, as a side note. Lis's pool party was today. It rocked! Very very very fun. Except when all the couples were snuggly, then I just felt slightly out of the loop. That's OK though. I'm use to it. But I think that the best ending was Mike, Lis, Eric, and I all jumping on the trampeline. That party couldn't have ended any other way. The water was warm, the food was good, the bugs attacking us were funny for awhile, and all in all it was a great summer pool party. Way To Go Lissy!