*2001-07-30 - 10:52 p.m.*

Isn't it funny some of the things we connect with our childhood? Here's some of mine: Steak-Ums, "I'd Like To Visit the Moon" sung by Ernie from Sesame Street, celery with peanut butter, and Mighty Mouse. I was just listening to that song, and I was whisked back to being 3. I don't know why. But I know that those days are gone. I sound like a sad old woman. What's wrong with me? These are supposed to be the "Me, Me" years, where I'm supposed to be completely concerned with if I'm going to have a cute day tomorrow. I'm not. I'm thinking about my life, and all the stuff I've done and not done. A lot of self-analysis. I'm going to college in 3 weeks. I'm gonna be leaving my home of 12 years for a dorm. It's exciting, and it's time, but it's gonna change everything, as much as I might not want it too.