*05.20.2003 - 9:59 p.m.*

I've been feeling the need to write an entry all day, but I have no clue as to what to write about.

I should probably write about Bob. Bob and I talked again today. And again, he made me blush. I wish I had that kind of effect over guys. I then talked to Lauren about Bob. She doesn't know what to make of it either, she says that Bob is not a tease. So, for now, I'm just gonna enjoy talking to him, and try not to think so much about it. Funny...that's the same thing Joe told me...that I think too much.

I should probably talk about Dave. He sent me another poem today. That makes three poems so far. He never wrote me this many while we were dating. He's also been sugary sweet to me. It's nice. Lauren says it's an act. I don't think so. I think he means what he says, but once he gets into a relationship he starts taking it for granted. That's where things start going wrong. You need the romance to get to the relationship, and then you need the romance to help keep it going. That's why the romance has to be genuine.

I should probably talk about Borders. They are giving me full time hours there, which is *VERY* nice. Rich and Rob aren't coming back...Laurie and Joyce might come back. Scott's still there...as a manager. Dan's still there, but I don't see him because he works closings and I work openings. All the other managers are still there too. I like working with everyone there. It's a great enviorment. The only complaint I have is that they've stuck me on Reg all the time. I like to spice up my shifts with a little reg and a lot of info, but I'll take what I can get. I'm just happy to be making money again.

Hmm...I should talk about the future. This Friday I'm going up to game with Dave and the rest of the group. Cameron and Allan are gonna be there! I haven't seen them in eons. It's gonna be great seeing them again. I'm staying at Dave's house that night, and driving home Saturday sometime. I've got work Sunday at 8am. Feh. Hopefully I'll leave by 8pm at the latest. Also, it looks like Andrew might not be able to go to Canada with Lis and me. That would royally suck. Andrew would have a great time with us. But his Mom seems resolute. We'll see what happens as this unfolds. Canada in 8 days! Ahhh!!!

Wow...so I wrote something...