*11.12.2003 - 2:21 p.m.*

I really should be working on my poetry HW right now, but I just thought I'd update all y'all on my status.

Firstly, I know I said I wouldn't see Dave for a month, but I went to our D&D game on Monday (11.10.03)...and I was completely fine. No feelings of longing, no sadness, nothing. I just wanted to game. After the game, I hung out at his place for a bit. And again, I was completely fine. All I wanted was to hang out. Nothing more. I didn't need to be there, I wanted to be there. I didn't need to be held or kissed or anything like that. I just wanted to chill with him. I am feeling better then I have in a very long time. I'm losing weight...my body's getting toned, my grades are going up. Everything is going great... without having a boyfriend. I think I can safely say that I'm no longer a junkie.

On another note, my choir concert is December 3rd, in case anyone wants to come see me :-)