*04.13.2004 - 8:26 p.m.*

WE GOT THE HOUSE!

WE DID IT!

WE GOT THE HOUSE!

She wants a security deposit sometime this week, and it's OURS! YES!

::does a jig of glee::

Good news! I got an A on my Calc. test!

Bad news...it's almost 5, and none of us have heard from Marion about the house yet. I'm getting worried. We *need* this house.

My stomach is in such knots right now...

Today we find out about the duplex. I really hope we get it. I really really do. It seems so perfect, and everyone agreed with me on that. Living with Cam and Lynne and Dave will almost be like the dorms, without the drunken potheadedness...or the CAs and floor meetings.

In 4.5 hours, I've got a Macroecon exam that I have missed the last couple classes of because I was sick.

I'm going over to campus early to get breakfast there, and coffee, and have some quiet study time.

I was so stressed out last night, I think I scared Leah and Lynne.

I was talking about failing out of college, moving to Canada, and becoming a starving writer who wrote postmodern screenplays about Love, God, and a potato. I even casted it. Leah was Love, Doug was God, Lynne was the potato.

::sigh::

This is that nice kinda calm you get before you go into a high stress situation where you know that you could possibly panic. You think you have everything planned out, and you think that there's the chance that you might be ok. And then you see Question 1, and your calm mind leaves, replaced by it's raging, hyperactive, doomsayer twin.

It's really sad that this is familiar to me.

Ok. Focusing on getting dressed and heading over to campus. Wish me luck everyone!

BTW: I did four and a half straight hours of Fiction workshop work yesterday. The class is *hard*. It's fun though, as was the poetry slam yesterday.