*10.30.2004 - 5:27 p.m.*

Bob and Lis are having a costume party tonight at Bob's house in Philly.

I'm not sure if I'm going.

Lynne and Rob can't go, Dave's not going, and it's not Cameron's thing.

Here's the kicker. I don't want to go stag.

What the hell happened to me? I was fully able to go to my Senior Prom stag. So, why the hell is the thought of going to a friend's costume party stag so unappealing

I think people in general are right. I was with Dave for so long, that I lost my sense of self.

So what do I do? I know that if I go to the party, I'm probably going to be depressed, there are going to be many people that I don't know, and the only thing to do will be to drink (which, since I have to drive home, is out.)

And if I don't go, I stay home with the cat.

This is a lose/lose situation folks.

I still have an hour and a half to decide.